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I woke up one morning and felt that I was ready to die. 

This is not a blog of angst, instead, I think it’s more of an awakening. 

It was the first time, in a very long time, I felt content with what I had, all my experiences and if I was to die today, it wasn’t going to be a big deal. I would have not “what ifs” and I don’t even believe I’d have the so called flashbacks of the life you had on your last moment on earth. I’m not even tired or bored of everything to want to die. 

In fact, I’m not choosing to die. But if it happened, then it’s alright. I won’t fight my way out of the tunnel of light.

I know I won’t. 

Maybe this is how an old man feels on his deathbed. Contentment.

Just plain old and dependable, Contentment. 

Life’s really just one big rollercoaster, there will always be that constant uphill and downhill. It never goes away, even when the tracks feel straight, it’s just prepping you up for another uphill. The loops get so constant that when you look back on the knotted tracks, everything stops. It just does.

And then you start to float. Contented that you’ve ridden the loops and fought your way around the unending coaster. But now, you’re just ready to get off.

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